ughhhhhhhhh

I think people think I'm stupid. It's clear to me by the way they talk to me. They just automatically reject my ideas and let me know how it really is. It hurts because I am not stupid. I feel like I can't even talk to some people or give my opinion because I am not college educated (only 1 year under my belt) and because my kid is behind or because I dont have enough experience as a mom or because I dont read enough books. My heart is breaking right now. I just wonder if anyone thinks I am good for anything besides being their personal door mat.